I've been looking through my own gallery, reading my own poetry, and I don't remember how/when/what/why i wrote it.. i dont know who i wrote it about, even if it was or wasnt about something..... I cant even finish reading it sometimes cause i cant beleive i wrote something like that....i dont even know how i come up with these things inside of my head..i wish i wasnt so creative at times, my head just overflows with things i dont know how to deal with it, i cant focus on reading a book at times cause the words on the page just get stuck in my head and i see all these images of the story that im reading just stay...and when i paint now, its worse, i cant concentrate on colors anymore either, its just overflowing with thoughts i dont know what looks good to me anymore.